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Why is is that no matter how hard i try to please other people and help them out i always get the raw end of the deal. as for you, its like 7 years just went out the window. i know that even though i want more but you don’t. i should just move on like everyone else says i should.  But i don’t know what it is with me, you are the only person that ever has treated me different than other people. You know how much you impacted my life and how you impacted it. But now you go on as if nothing has happened. I know we probably weren’t meant to be and that all of this shouldn’t be bothering me but why? Why is it that every time i look at you, i think about you or you talk to me it hurts. I know i should move on in life but i cant. And i don’t know why i cant. And i dont know what to do anymore