January 2011
4 posts
I need to have better luck. I rarely ask for anything from people. but no matter what i get screwwed over. take for example, i really like a certain person. I have liked her for a long time and a few people know it. im driving home and i see him hook up with her. now i know i shouldnt care, why should i care? he knew that would bother me and he still did it and he goes one to brag to people. but...
August 2010
1 post
The things i wish
there are many thins in life that i wish i have had, but i tend not to fouce on them even if they would benefit me. im the type of person who always will be there for others but when it comes to me no one is there. but dont get me wrong i dont look for it. I wish that i would be praised in my house instead of getting yeled at 24/7. do i do anything about it? no!i just learened to deal with. i wish...
February 2010
2 posts
Why is it that inorder for people wanting to hangout withme the only way to hangout with them is to eiather have a drink in my hand or a cigar in it? But if they arent in my hand I wont get talked to? Is drinking and smoking occasionally or all the time the only way that I will be able to communicate. It seems like it does because if i dont then i might as will be no one
I might be stupid sometimes and not no what I’m doing. But i appreciate everything that you do. Your “you” and if it wasn’t for you I don’t know what i would be. i know it may seem like i can be jealous but i have learned over the 7+ years to get over it, all i want to do is just see you happy and not get hurt. the last thing I ever want to see is you hurt. I would do...
December 2009
1 post
Some thing I have been thinking about
I have been thinking about alot and how much things have been changing recently and why.Is it because we are older and we can see it clearly than when we where younger or is it that there is a point in life when everything changes at once. Friends, family, yourself, and your enviorment. The answer to this question I guess will be left partialy unanswered. You can get hints and ideas to help answer...
November 2009
4 posts
“Sounds like life to me it ain’t no fantasy
It’s just a common case of everyday...”
Why is is that no matter how hard i try to please other people and help them out i always get the raw end of the deal. as for you, its like 7 years just went out the window. i know that even though i want more but you don’t. i should just move on like everyone else says i should. But i don’t know what it is with me, you are the only person that ever has treated me different than other...
life
My Grandfather once said go out and do what you want.
If you keep putting things off you’ll never live.
Keep on going because life is too short.
You can go on and be gaunt,
Or you can strive.
My Grandfather once said go out and do what you want.
Don’t hold off what you can do today or you will regret…
Always be alive, or you will become deprived
Keep on going because life is too short.
No...
“Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of...”